Joseph A. Pinto

barflypoet & author of dark fiction

I had a blast writing “Sweet Nectar of Life!”  It wasn’t such a blast getting there, however.

Just months before crafting the tale, my daughter entered this world.  I simply didn’t know how I’d cope.  I’d lost my father to pancreatic cancer only two months before, and the swell and swing of emotions was simply beyond my grasp.  I couldn’t comprehend that my own father was gone, let alone that I was becoming one.  It became a dark time within my heart, and I was oblivious to the sunshine surrounding me.

So how could I have had so much fun writing “Sweet Nectar of Life?”  It became very therapeutic for me; the story spoke and I listened.  My tongue firmly planted in my cheek throughout, it is nonetheless a dark tale, and the suspense and cold dread are without question palpable.  More than anything else though, “Sweet Nectar of Life” taught me an invaluable lesson.  If I did “dad” things instead of thinking I was now a “dad,” well, then “dad” would be just fine.  And I was.  From that point forward, being anything other than a dad to my sweet little sunshine seemed incomprehensible, and still is to this day.

Sweet Nectar of Life” is currently in the Cruentus Libri Press anthology ‘The Dark Side of the Womb.’  A glowing review for the anthology can be found at Review Folder.

Wet your appetite with a little taste:

“Sweet Nectar of Life”

Yet did I somehow… no, impossible!  I’m beginning to sound like a crazy man.  But what if… what if I’d inadvertently cursed the child while it still lay in its mother’s womb?  Like the hex the infamous Mother Leeds placed on her ill-fated thirteenth infant, doomed to suffer a fate only the damned could appreciate. 

I’d done no such thing, of course.  Not consciously.  Oh but how the worry picks at my brain the way a rat nibbles on discarded scraps!  And I did have my worries.  I was justified to have my worries.  I’d expect any man to have them – but would they voice them as I had?  Raising a child in today’s world… the corruption of society… the erosion of morals… the implosion of economics…  I’m not ashamed for stating that a man and woman could be considered downright selfish for introducing an innocent soul into this cesspool we call humanity.  What is greater – the loss or the gain?   

My wife, as expected, was appalled.  My arguments (which I believed as entirely sensible and she as entirely unforgivable) drove her from our room on numerous occasions.  God granted the miracle of birth; did He not also grant the miracle of free will, thought and speech?  Why couldn’t I exercise my own?  So many nights I left my bed to lay upon the couch as the question ping-ponged inside my head.  And just before dawn, face drawn from distress and insomnia, I’d sneak back into bed again, finding my wife the way I left her – sleeping upon her side, pillow between her knees, one hand dangling over the edge of the mattress, the other gripping her swollen stomach…

Give “Sweet Nectar of Life” a loving home, won’t you?  It may be the last thing you ever do…

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11 thoughts on “Insight behind “Sweet Nectar of Life”

  1. Beautifully written ss always…just downloaded to read the rest….always looking forward to your writing…u can tell you write from your heart n soul…

    1. Joseph Pinto says:

      Hi Meredith! Thank you very much! 🙂 Wow, I appreciate you getting a copy of “The Dark Side of the Womb!” I believe you’ll really enjoy my tale “Sweet Nectar of Life.” Hey, I try lol Any story driven by emotion is a better story. Thank you again for all your support!

  2. Ooh, this sounds like a good one, Joseph! No matter the subject, writing is therapeutic, isn’t it?

    1. Joseph Pinto says:

      Hey Lee 🙂 Thanks, man! Yes it is…although there are times when finishing a piece, rereading it & thinking, “Holy crap, I’m more twisted than I thought!! lol

  3. Great story Joe, and great story behind the story. I can imagine how the panic of knowing a new little life, that you are responsible for, is coming into the world. Parents deserve much more credit than they get when it comes to raising the wee ones. The story itself is wonderfully engaging – the tension, paranoia, and ultimate elation bleed through clear as day. It’s a great piece, Joe, with a genuinely warped ending! I loved it! 🙂

    1. Joseph Pinto says:

      Thank you very much, Nina!! 🙂

  4. Thomas Brown says:

    A beautiful expression of doubt, Joe. I can feel the consternation in each sentence.

    1. Joseph Pinto says:

      Hey Tom!! Thanks buddy…if you ever do give this a read, I think you’ll enjoy the escalation of that terror throughout 🙂

  5. Maggie Mae says:

    The therapy of writing <3. You have the outlook that comes with strength and perseverance. A natural survivor.

    1. Joseph Pinto says:

      I’ve been driven to the floor many, many times, Maggie. And many, many times I rise back to my feet 🙂

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